petroglyph, concentrick circles

Finding Solutions

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Aztec National Monument, doorways
Which doorway takes us to the right solution? The first one? The last one? Somewhere in between? (photo taken at Aztec National Monument, New Mexico)

I have had an interesting few months, and one of the most pleasant surprises is the way I will wake up and suddenly feel smarter! What? Smarter? Well, I’m not really smarter but I feel that way because I see solutions that had been unseen before. This has happened in two different ways. The easiest way is that I sometimes wake with a new perspective and the solution seems ridiculously obvious whereas before, it seemed extremely hard. I can see that I’ve re-approached old problems with a new outlook and seen new solutions.

Aztec National Monument, brick ruins
Sometimes the best-laid plans don’t fit after awhile. (Aztec National Monument)

For example, there is a new person that has entered my professional circle. I hear her quiet – sometimes spoken – plea for friends and I’ve tried to be friendly. It gets pretty awkward because she cannot see the relevance of anything outside herself and some unnamed trauma she has experienced (see a previous post: Hunkered Down and Holding). An attempt to have a conversation with her is almost impossible because she can’t think of a response to anything I say; she can’t hold up her end of the conversation. There have been numerous attempts to talk to her, eat lunch together, and begin a friendship. Nothing seems to take off, except for a few times when I’ve listened to a long list of perceived problems for which she can see no solutions. One day, I saw her and realized that there was no common ground with this woman; we were very unlikely ever to be friends. It wasn’t that I wasn’t willing, it was that she was incapable. She hurts too much to sustain a friendship. When I stopped trying to act, I took the time to understand. I was just a little smarter because I shifted my perspective.

low stone walls mark the remains of the Aztec village
Aztec National Monument – What solutions were available to the original inhabitants?

For other problems, I found solutions by recognizing that I could change things. I am sometimes too eager to accept what is and don’t attempt to fight it. I sometimes default to “frog” or “nuisance” mode when it comes to small problems. Seeing them too small to bother with, I just ride them out. Then something happens to make me realize that the small problem had gradually morphed into a much larger problem, much like a frog adapting to warm water that doesn’t notice until it begins to boil. Only then do I realize I need to look for a solution. At other times, I see small issues as a mere nuisance. I sail through it, hopefully with ease and grace, and move on. Then it happens again. After a few times, I realize that it is not just a nuisance; it is a pattern and I’m not pleased. So in both situations, the solution started with the realization that this isn’t going away; I actually need to do something.

our cockatiel

My son and his pet bird, for example, had many companionable years together. Then one day, I noticed a change. I hoped it would pass, but it got increasingly worse. The bird’s song became so loud and persistent that my son feared he’d go deaf. The bird was calling for attention and my son was focused elsewhere. In desperation, he would cover the bird’s cage during loud squawking outbursts. It fixed the issue for the moment, but it wasn’t good stewardship. Thus began the downward spiral of their relationship. I wanted to help but I didn’t wish to interfere in their own abilities to work it out. My tentative attempts to assist were rejected. One day, I realized the situation was not going to resolve and I had to act for the bird’s benefit. My tentative offers of help changed to more direct ideas to resolve the situation. My son resisted, not wishing to see that the relationship wasn’t working for either of them anymore. I set a deadline and he finally took one of my suggestions. Now, the bird happily flocks with the other birds in another room and no one’s hearing is at risk. Interestingly, now that the bird is more engaged with the other birds and gets to watch cartoons on television, he’s much more quiet. His cries for change were heard. My son has moved on to a new phase of his life, going to a new place where the bird couldn’t follow. They are both happier.

Aztec National Monument Kiva – a sacred space. It still stands while the homes are all gone. Some solutions still work after all these years.

I’m to the point that I am less likely to accept things as unchangeable that are, capable of — maybe even ripe for — change. Tired of hurting every day, I found a new chiropractor that used different techniques. It was good, and my body felt better – but not enough. I began receiving acupuncture too, and my body feels better than it has since my teens. Who would have guessed? I thought that joint pain was here forever, but it wasn’t. What else have I accepted that is capable of change?

petroglyph, concentrick circles
Like ripples spreading from a pebble dropped into a pond, the effects of change expand outward. (petroglyph near Moab, Utah)



  1. This SO resonates with me. I’ve had similar things happen, and health-wise too. I went to 14 doctors for knee pain that worsened into leg pain and eventually got so bad it had me housebound for months. Some had no solutions and didn’t care to investigate the issue, some sent me for PT that made me worse, others wanted to do radical things that weren’t necessary and would have caused damage. I finally saw this approach wasn’t working and went to a holistic doctor, and guess what? I’m 70 percent better in 4 months (and will most likely be pain-free soon) with no drugs, no surgery, and new techniques and understandings. And other issues have resolved too (including joint pain that’s now gone, just like you). So yes, out-of-the-box thinking is necessary and accepting negative things isn’t. I love the story about your son’s bird. 🙂

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  2. I can particularly relate to the ‘friend’ conundrum. For me it has been difficult to let go of family friendships that are either dysfunctional or one-sided with me getting hurt. I’ve finally realised that if I don’t matter to a particular person then they don’t need to matter to me.

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  3. I enjoyed your blog. It was an interesting observation about yourself. Most all of us can share in that observation from having been there. Some issues, large or small, require a little incubation time. Often there is more than one answer to a problem. Not all answers are good answers/resolutions. Incubation time is important to find the right one at the right time.

    Glad you found a better answer for that joint pain.

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      1. I try to give myself a break for being as perfectly human as my cat is perfectly feline, but I feel so willful and childish when I can’t transcend that feeling of pure awfulness. And anger! Oy! It was a bad one this time. I’m feeling better, but I’m not quite out of it. I’ve been praying, too, but that’s a real challenge at times like this. I feel so hateful and derisive that my beliefs are laughable. I’m an idiot! And on and on… *sigh* This too shall pass. Thanks, Karel.

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          1. Ha, ha! I read that one already, so I understood perfectly. I just didn’t recall making a comment because I was afraid you would think I’m too weird. Guess I’ll do it anyway. For your cat- set up a session with Danielle Tremblay at She’s a great animal communicator who might be able to assist you and the household cats.☺️

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          2. i did it! i’ve always wanted to. i can’t afford such a “frivolous” thing, but i believe it will help. it already has: i feel so much better! that’s not frivolous.

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